Time to evaluate..

When your car stops in the middle of a beautiful Saturday afternoon drive home, 2 minutes from said location, you tend to want to destroy shit. But I took the high road and left the sledgehammer in the trunk. Instead, (with the unofficial but pretty damn certain) blown transmission I now have, I decided to charge my previously dead cell phone and phone for help. All the while with my eight year old nephew screaming and yelling as if the car were about to explode. Apparently, the rev's of the engine scared him. His one request to me after I asked him in the nicest way possible I could at the time to stop the dramatics? Well, here's the conversation..

*car revs but won't accelerate*
Me: Fuck... what the hell...
Nephew: oh my god, uncle jason can I please get out the car?!
*no response from me because I'm calling my brother*Nephew: Uncle jason please i'm scared I'm so scared oh we're gonna die!
Me: ... we're not going to die Julian relax okay?
Nephew: PLEASE LET ME GET OUT THE CAR??!!!!

Note: The car is going 40 mph at this point. THIS lil' nigga wants to jump out of the car and get hit by one...

Me: Julian, if you don't stop with the yelling. I said to relax, we're not going to die. Quiet!
Nephew: Just promise me one thing please please Uncle Jason if I be quiet PLEASE?!
Me: .... what is it Julian?
Nephew: Please just promise me that I'll get to see my family again and tell everyone I love them and we'll get to pop pop's house and I'll make it to the bathroom?!
Me: *dead silence*

Seriously. If it wasn't for the fact that I was pissed, I would of died laughing right then. I know, maybe thats a little heartless. I mean, he's an 8 year old. But c'mon... its not like you see smoke coming from the engine. The car is just revving and not moving. Yo!.. what the hell?

So, it looks like all the money I had ready to spend on my audio equipment for that little audio engineering thing I want to do with my life? Yeah, its going towards my car. That I don't even think is worth fucking fixing.

Its time to re-evaluate my life.

she took my heart...

Closer - Kings of Leon

Stranded in this hoogie town,
Stop right this way
And then the phone lines are down
Snow is crackling cold,
She took my heart, I think she took my soul
With the moon I run,
Far from the carnage of the firey sun

Drivin' by the strangle of vain
Showin' no mercy I'll do it again
Open up your eyes
You keep on crying, baby I'll? you dry
Skies are beneath me
I see a storm bubbling up from the sea

And it's coming closer 2x

You sh-sh-shock my bones,
Leavin' me stranded all in love on my own
What do you think of me?
Where am I now, baby where do I sleep?
Feels so good when I'm home
2000 years of chasing takin' it's toll

And it's coming closer 4x

Kings of Leon - Closer.

808's and Acid Trip

Wow. I don't even smoke weed anymore. But I might have to just to watch this video.
808's.

Padded Room

Now, I wouldn't be a true Internet Soldier if I just gave this shit to you in a zshare link. Amalgam Digital has released all the tracks individually on YouTube. I'm five tracks in and I think this has the potential to be the best work Joe Budden has ever done...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNxcQrsqBpQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a-7UOqsuSj0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yk1fasE6XXY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DizlR5EtAgs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJVuQDqwBjA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XWcnDKRc6k
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xEEqEFvWseQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pFh_qGgY9us
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aZfQWjhJRqw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dksprJri8_Y
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcSklVbYvq8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5wy4RSDZMg4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHtwU7xFLRY

Go there!

"... cuz here your better off, not better than..." - Budden.

In My Sleep

(Look up)

Crazy record.
I'm still digesting it.
Padded Room Feb 24th.

Inappropriate?

Maybe.

Peligroso has taken something of a hiatus in terms of uh, well... Earth itself. So what's wrong with an artist using their tools at hand (dafont.com and handy microsoft photo editor skills) to create their own promo cover? Truthfully, it didn't actually come out all that bad. Maybe I'm just being biased..

Anyway.

This will molest your ears sometime around the end of March, beginning of April.
.. If everything goes according to plan.
... Which it never does.

newjerbaltiyork

"So Far Gone" hasn't left the disc changer since its introduction to my ears. Drake is versatile, and therefore, a monster.

Da da da.

Equipment almost here..

Listen.

octobersveryown.blogspot.com

Its there.

... The Next Step

"...I place a call, but to no avail,
You fail to answer, but girl I know your veils,
what you masquerade behind as if you know yourself,
you were my angel,
so with you I shouldn't of ever had to go through hell..."

- Arliss

Photoshoot next weekend with the lovely Andrea Crews.
New tracks coming soon.